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There’s this grey area…

When discussing my relationship with a friend, she highlighted to me ‘this grey area’.  It’s the time between loving your partner and breaking up with them.  More specifically:

It’s the area in which you’re not in love with that person anymore, but the thought of having sex with them doesn’t physically repulse you.

This sums up my current relationship status perfectly.  The guy I first thought was Prince Charming has shown his true colours; from not having constant sex, to trying to reconcile with the fact we have completely different personalities, myself and my boyfriend have been having a rocky few months.   We have very little in common beyond each other.   Amongst the daily arguments, there have been promises made and broken, lies told and nasty things said.  I’ve gone from loving him so much, to feeling strangely indifferent about him, particularly when we’re apart.  When we’re together I flit between feelings of indifference, passion, hatred, astonishment and frustration.

 

The end is undoubtedly in sight.

What a shame.